Satisfaction
If life ends today, what is my feeling? Thought? What would I regret? I would be dissatisfied! I would want more time, more time to have said mine was a job well done ... rather than just "sometimes ok". I would want to have drawn closer to Him. Been kinder to everyone and less impatient, especially with my daughter. I would want more time to teach my daughter all the things I feel I have not taught her yet, and more time to love her and protect her; For teaching her, loving and protecting her are my greatest joys and my highest honor. I would be quiet more, laugh more and waste less time on meaningless things like television, surfing the internet and worrying. I would want every moment to be directed by Him, and in communion with Him, for only in that way would I have surely lived each moment and day and year to the utmost. Lord, grant me a divine disatisfaction with less than each step being solely directed by you.
Posted in: on 22.1.08 at at 09:25
